Confessions a third year student.....
It has been a while since I last checked and updated my blog.
And indeed a lot has happened during that time.
First, I am already in third year high school(same school of course) and already in my last trimester.
Second, I am already 14! and next June I'm gonna be 15!
And finally, all throughout the time, I spent in sadness and tears........(sniff).
So now I am here just sitting near our counter table, typing this entry thinking on what to write and what not to write.
In the past I had a choice, a choice that could make me or break me. And in the end I ended up making the right decission. But now, why do I feel that what I chose was wrong. Maybe it was because of the other that disliked my decission.
My third year days are about to be over, only a few months left and I can finally reach fourth year and finally be able to graduate. But for some I believe they are already assured of their promotion but I am not.
My life as a student these past months was not that easy. I experienced hard times academically and socially.
In academics, the pressure was on when I first knew that the grades that I will be getting are the grades that will be submitted for college. I even t advance courses t prepare me for what I think was the hardest subject, Geometry. And still, I somehow can not cope up to the standards.
What is wrong with me?!.........
In my social life, all I can say is that a lot of tears were shed not only on the outside but also in the inside(the time when you want to cry but you just keep it in (ouch!..)).
And it's hard to avoid because you do not know why. I lost friends, and I made new ones.
Also this year, I had a close relationship with God. All thanks to Days with the Lord.
Still now I shed tears, for everyday I spent is a day full of hardships and insults.(sniff)
Then again, there are still some people who do care for me. A classmate of mine once told me that "Don't look at the negative things before you see the positive things" And that was also shared to the class by our moderator.
I still have much to say, but I only have limited time. In the next entry I shall continue.
Till then, love life , love your family and friends, and of course love God.
Please leave a comment if you want.
-Nightwing305
And indeed a lot has happened during that time.
First, I am already in third year high school(same school of course) and already in my last trimester.
Second, I am already 14! and next June I'm gonna be 15!
And finally, all throughout the time, I spent in sadness and tears........(sniff).
So now I am here just sitting near our counter table, typing this entry thinking on what to write and what not to write.
In the past I had a choice, a choice that could make me or break me. And in the end I ended up making the right decission. But now, why do I feel that what I chose was wrong. Maybe it was because of the other that disliked my decission.
My third year days are about to be over, only a few months left and I can finally reach fourth year and finally be able to graduate. But for some I believe they are already assured of their promotion but I am not.
My life as a student these past months was not that easy. I experienced hard times academically and socially.
In academics, the pressure was on when I first knew that the grades that I will be getting are the grades that will be submitted for college. I even t advance courses t prepare me for what I think was the hardest subject, Geometry. And still, I somehow can not cope up to the standards.
What is wrong with me?!.........
In my social life, all I can say is that a lot of tears were shed not only on the outside but also in the inside(the time when you want to cry but you just keep it in (ouch!..)).
And it's hard to avoid because you do not know why. I lost friends, and I made new ones.
Also this year, I had a close relationship with God. All thanks to Days with the Lord.
Still now I shed tears, for everyday I spent is a day full of hardships and insults.(sniff)
Then again, there are still some people who do care for me. A classmate of mine once told me that "Don't look at the negative things before you see the positive things" And that was also shared to the class by our moderator.
I still have much to say, but I only have limited time. In the next entry I shall continue.
Till then, love life , love your family and friends, and of course love God.
Please leave a comment if you want.
-Nightwing305
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